[ilingku:054]
[ver:v1.0]
[ti:Torn]
[ar:Big Scoob]
[al:No Filter]
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[00:00.000]Torn (Explicit) - Big Scoob
[00:22.781]I'm torn I don't know which way do I turn how do
[00:25.601]I use all the lessons I've learned
[00:28.330]I'm torn
[00:29.350]Man it's like a weight on my soul for the confusion
[00:31.800]And it's taking a toll
[00:34.040]I'm torn
[00:34.980]Trying to find a way I can live and be respected
[00:37.370]By the wife and the kids
[00:39.270]But I'm torn
[00:40.620]All I know is hustle and struggle chasing paper
[00:42.810]But ain't no future in the end
[00:45.500]I'mma try to spill my thoughts on this blank sheet of paper
[00:48.710]Deep drinkin' as I'm thinking straight whiskey no chaser
[00:51.200]My head hangs low and my heart weighs heavy
[00:53.829]I'm lost with no direction and I'm tryna hold steady
[00:56.789]Supposed to be the big homie 'posed to have the answers
[00:59.659]But it's my turn to be concerned I'm running out of chances
[01:02.339]Scared of my future and the vision that it holds
[01:05.329]Try to run from destiny but this is what I'm owed
[01:07.959]At the prison foul living I'm a straight up hood n***a
[01:10.759]So it's written I'm submitting but I'm still a good n***a
[01:13.599]But I gotta feed the fam and I gotta be a man
[01:16.609]This rap s**t ain't working so it's time to switch the plan
[01:19.229]So it's back to what I'm good at push a man push a pie
[01:22.319]Hit the road bring it by get to dumping wing pies
[01:25.059]Get them fluffy green sacks bring the whole team by
[01:27.839]I miss it and mean that get me where the greens at
[01:30.689]I'm torn I don't know which way do I turn how do
[01:33.349]I use all the lessons I've learned
[01:36.119]I'm torn
[01:37.109]Man it's like a weight on my soul for the confusion
[01:39.469]And it's taking a toll
[01:41.579]I'm torn
[01:42.749]Trying to find a way I can live and be respected
[01:45.079]By the wife and the kids
[01:47.359]I'm torn
[01:48.429]All I know is hustle and struggle chasing paper
[01:50.589]But ain't no future in the end
[01:53.129]I can spend but I'm drowning ain't no way around it
[01:56.008]I'm stressing and I'm losing my mind
[01:58.977]If this is my reality
[02:00.446]If this is
[02:00.896]All that's meant for me then really am I wasting my time
[02:04.606]Heading for them gutters backed it up in butter
[02:07.245]I'm a beast with the hella of a grind
[02:10.215]Give me death or prison if that's a n***a sentence
[02:13.055]At least let me die with my pride
[02:15.645]Strange fans'll probably hear this song and not really get it
[02:18.654]Or not really feel it or not really dig it
[02:21.404]Then that's cool I'm just writing this
[02:22.974]Trying to free my mind of these thoughts
[02:24.844]That's inside of me in this place and time
[02:27.174]Plus y'all probably thinking that I'm leaving out my dreams
[02:29.914]Just remember everything ain't always what it seems
[02:32.503]Can't believe what you hear and only half of what you see
[02:35.482]So listen to my lyrics the message is the clearest
[02:38.402]I'm at a crossroads tryna chose which way to go
[02:41.352]Road 1 is my destiny the price is my soul
[02:43.822]Road 2 is what's best for me but is there room to grow
[02:46.942]I don't really know but it's time to choose a road
[02:49.562]Let go and let God is what the big homie tell me
[02:52.502]But God ain't gotta pay these bills on time n***a feel me
[02:55.332]Stressed out fighting gout gripping on my bottle
[02:58.191]Strong enough to smack a barrel scared of tomorrow
[03:00.861]I'm torn I don't know which way do I turn how do
[03:03.770]I use all the lessons I've learned
[03:06.410]I'm torn
[03:07.470]Man it's like a weight on my soul for the confusion
[03:09.830]And it's taking a toll
[03:11.980]I'm torn
[03:13.080]Trying to find a way I can live and be respected
[03:15.470]By the wife and the kids
[03:17.650]I'm torn
[03:18.790]All I know is hustle and struggle chasing paper
[03:20.919]But ain't no future in the end
[03:23.509]I'm torn