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[00:20.610]Two weeks before my old man busted up in her
[00:22.980]父亲闯入她生活的两周前
[00:22.980]My moms never walked slow
[00:24.720]母亲从不曾放慢脚步
[00:24.720]Now she smoke crack sit back and listen to talk shows
[00:27.240]如今她吸食*品 瘫坐听着广播节目
[00:27.240]I hope she don't eat pork fried rice tonight
[00:29.880]但愿今晚她别碰那份炒饭
[00:29.880]See the cholesterol already got my arteries tight
[00:32.250]胆固醇早已让我的血管窒息
[00:32.250]I might select even before she injects her lethal chemicals
[00:36.030]或许在她注射致命*品之前
[00:36.030]To wrap the umbilical cords around my neck
[00:38.430]就该用脐带缠绕我的脖颈
[00:38.430]S**t I'm pissin' in the abdomen
[00:40.620]**我在腹腔里失禁**
[00:40.620]Two and a half weeks old already thoughts of stabbin' men
[00:43.290]才两周半大 就已萌生伤人的念头
[00:43.290]Unravelin' plots and plans for thievin' and s**t
[00:45.990]盘算着偷窃的阴谋诡计
[00:45.990]Immune to the gospel not believin' in s**t
[00:48.870]对福音免疫 不再相信任何救赎
[00:48.870]Where the f**k do I go from here
[00:51.180]我该何去何从
[00:51.180]Cuz when the afterbirth disperse it's hard to persevere
[00:54.060]当脐带血散尽 坚持变得如此艰难
[00:54.060]I swear I can't f**k with it
[00:56.130]我发誓我无法承受这一切
[00:56.130]She hits about two packs of cigarettes a day
[00:58.380]她每天抽掉两包香烟
[00:58.380]And I'm stuck with it
[00:59.400]而我被困在这深渊
[00:59.400]The asthmatic internally scarred from crack addicts
[01:02.250]哮喘病缠身 内心满是*瘾君子留下的伤痕
[01:02.250]Who share needles outside in the rain on Kraftmatics
[01:04.860]他们在雨中共享针头 在纸板上癫狂沉沦
[01:04.860]And laugh at it
[01:05.940]还对此放声大笑
[01:05.940]I guess for them it seems funny but soon
[01:07.950]或许这让他们觉得有趣 但很快
[01:07.950]I be the n***a who kills for petty money presume
[01:10.710]我就会变成那个为蝇头小利杀人的亡命徒
[01:10.710]Inside this Temple of Doom we throw the womb
[01:12.810]在这绝望神殿里 我们抛弃母体庇护
[01:12.810]I bloom to be emitted in June considered a coon
[01:16.320]我如六月绽放即凋零的黑鬼被唾弃
[01:16.320]Livin' my life incomplete though
[01:18.840]永远活在残缺的生命里
[01:18.840]On the edge of destruction invetro
[01:32.160]在毁灭边缘孕育的生命
[01:32.160]X2
[01:37.380]
[01:37.380]I'd rather not be born
[01:39.360]我宁愿从未降生
[01:39.360]Than to be scorned in this world of hate
[01:41.490]也不愿在这充满憎恨的世界受尽轻蔑
[01:41.490]Where life escape me and stick me like thorn
[01:43.770]生命如荆棘般刺痛我并不断逃离
[01:43.770]Wild like child p**n
[01:45.360]狂野如禁忌影像
[01:45.360]Ography the autobi of the unborn
[01:58.230]这是未出生者的自白书
[01:58.230]Overshadowed in darkness where curiosity is my light
[02:01.260]黑暗笼罩着我 唯有好奇是微弱的光
[02:01.260]Fear it but very coherent that
[02:02.580]恐惧却异常清醒地意识到
[02:02.580]There's a fifty percent chance that I might
[02:04.410]我有五成可能无法挣脱这泥沼
[02:04.410]Not make it in spite of the fact it's my life
[02:06.780]尽管这本该是我主宰的人生轨道
[02:06.780]And can't take it knowin' that I'm losin' this fight
[02:09.000]眼睁睁输掉这场战役让我心如刀绞
[02:09.000]To contradiction
[02:10.110]在矛盾中煎熬
[02:10.110]The love with the hatred inviting friction
[02:11.970]爱恨交织引发无休止的纷扰
[02:11.970]Umbilically inflicted watchin' my life go down like Christion
[02:14.580]如脐带缠绕般目睹生命如基督般倾倒
[02:14.580]Understand mommy dearest is confused right now
[02:17.250]亲爱的妈妈此刻正深陷迷茫
[02:17.250]But my faith brings us through someway somehow
[02:19.770]但信仰终将带我们穿越黑暗
[02:19.770]From now I vow to invest the livin' bow only to God
[02:22.560]从今往后我立誓 只将生命之弓献给上帝
[02:22.560]The coke's tokes and tell lie vision
[02:24.060]那些*的幻象与谎言
[02:24.060]Violence already got me scarred
[02:25.320]暴力早已在我身上留下伤痕
[02:25.320]Disregard what the devil allowed on my set
[02:27.840]拒绝魔鬼在我生命中的一切安排
[02:27.840]This city's number one threat huh
[02:30.150]这座城市头号危险人物
[02:30.150]Bet I could probably run for mayor on
[02:31.830]或许我该去竞选市长
[02:31.830]Some s**t like that one day
[02:33.300]或许某天会遭遇这般困境
[02:33.300]Or get my hustle on just like my dad quiet
[02:35.610]或像父亲那样沉默地拼搏求生
[02:35.610]As kept for the long stay
[02:36.780]为漫长岁月做好准备
[02:36.780]Flow as a positive form to first step
[02:38.760]以积极姿态迈出第一步
[02:38.760]I want some friends and a ill a*s f**kin' neighbourhood rep
[02:41.370]渴望真挚友谊与街头声望
[02:41.370]600 Benz gooseneck with a Nakamichi system in it
[02:44.220]600奔驰配顶级音响系统
[02:44.220]Graduated from a rookie rolled up windows tinted
[02:46.710]从新手毕业 车窗深色遮阳
[02:46.710]Desire presented for ice cream Big Wheels local rented movies
[02:49.650]向往冰淇淋 租借影带 骑着三轮车的童年
[02:49.650]From Power Rangers Lion King Toy Story and Goonies
[02:52.200]从《恐龙战队》《狮子王》《玩具总动员》到《七宝奇谋》
[02:52.200]But the bomb at least that's what I heard
[02:54.270]但至少炸弹传闻我有所耳闻
[02:54.270]Beyond my 9 to 5's I write a d**e rap song
[02:56.670]朝九晚五之外 我写着叛逆的说唱
[02:56.670]But with your insides gone the vision is frail
[02:59.100]当你内心空洞 愿景便脆弱不堪
[02:59.100]Dreams can't set sail
[03:00.180]梦想难以启航
[03:00.180]From all that unprotected s*x and cold Ballantyne ales
[03:03.000]源于那些无防护的放纵与冰镇啤酒
[03:03.000]Oh well I still prevail God
[03:04.650]但我依然坚守 上帝啊
[03:04.650]Always has something in store for me
[03:06.060]你总为我预留曙光
[03:06.060]Outside this hell move on
[03:07.680]逃离这炼狱继续前行
[03:07.680]Torn in the eyes of Allah scorned
[03:09.240]在真主注视下支离破碎
[03:09.240]When the dawn distortion upon
[03:10.740]当黎明扭曲降临
[03:10.740]My abortion clinic visit in the morn
[03:18.030]清晨堕胎诊所的造访
[03:18.030]X2
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[03:24.300]I'd rather be born shine as the true and livin'
[03:26.730]我宁愿生来就闪耀如真实存在
[03:26.730]Spawned to live this gift to the fullest s**t is on
[03:34.740]为活出极致而诞生 苦难永不停息
[03:34.740]Still rethinkin' my position until I'm gone
[04:17.070]仍在思索我的处境 直至生命尽头
[04:17.070]Mission is to elevate mind
[04:22.110]使命是让心灵升华
[04:22.110]Glisten destined forever weather the storm
[04:26.520]注定闪耀永恒 穿越风雨
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