[02:39.00]Why do I feel out of place in my own outer space?
[02:39.00]It took so much of me to lift my body up today.
[02:39.00]I thought of something strange,
[02:39.00]then I cast it from my brain.
[02:39.00]I spun around until I was too bizzy to complain.
[02:39.00]I wish that I could fall in love again,
[02:39.00]and see the world for what it truly is.
[02:39.00]But I can’t remember how so my shadow leads me now,
[02:39.00]with steady blind devotion I never have to leave my house.
[02:39.00]And when my chest keeps heating up,
[02:39.00]and when the air won’t reach my lungs,
[02:39.00]I throw my hands up to the sky but I can’t reach far enough.
[02:39.00]I wish that I could fall in love again,
[02:39.00]and see the world for what it truly is.
[02:39.00]I wish that I could fall in love with anything.
[02:39.00]One more time, anything.
[02:39.00]And I hope you never see me like the way I see myself,
[02:39.00]and I shattered every mirror in my house but it still hurts like hell.
[02:39.00]So here I go, such a struggle to begin.
[02:39.00]I’ll rewrite every word until I can’t feel anything.