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[ti:This House Is Not A Home]
[ar:Vesuvius]
[al:My Place of Solace And Rest]
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[00:00.000]This House Is Not A Home - Vesuvius
[00:07.906]以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
[00:07.906]I've reached the crux
[00:09.934]我已抵达绝境深渊
[00:09.934]With bent and dissonant faith
[00:13.744]信仰扭曲而支离破碎
[00:13.744]The gripping violence in my calm
[00:15.943]平静表象下翻涌的暴戾
[00:15.943]Allocates no escape
[00:22.869]封锁了所有退路
[00:22.869]Discourse disharmony
[00:25.367]失序的内心独白
[00:25.367]Subdued in a bleak and dreamless sleep
[00:27.406]沉沦在荒芜的无梦长眠
[00:27.406]Grandeur and larceny
[00:29.825]昔日的荣光与罪孽
[00:29.825]The volatile becomes my verity
[00:32.185]癫狂终成我的真理
[00:32.185]Desaturate these dismal eyes
[00:36.925]黯淡这双忧郁的眼睛
[00:36.925]Clot the flux to my cortex
[00:39.134]止住流向大脑的血流
[00:39.134]Conceal the maelstrom inside
[00:46.020]掩藏内心的混沌风暴
[00:46.020]I still discern the scars of your abandonment
[00:58.959]我仍能辨认你离去留下的伤痕
[00:58.959]Mother
[01:02.419]母亲啊
[01:02.419]Where has the sun gone
[01:08.189]阳光消逝在何方
[01:08.189]Cause this old soul has felt far too cold for too long
[01:17.058]这颗苍老的灵魂已寒冷太久
[01:17.058]And I'll wait
[01:19.078]而我仍将等待
[01:19.078]Through the darkest winter
[01:21.987]穿越最凛冽的寒冬
[01:21.987]My brittle bones buried in the creases of your bed
[01:27.114]我脆弱的骨骸深陷你床榻褶皱
[01:27.114]And I'll wait
[01:28.773]而我仍将等待
[01:28.773]Six feet under
[01:31.052]在六尺之下
[01:31.052]For you to come home
[01:33.301]等你归来
[01:33.301]To speak my name again
[01:43.138]再次轻唤我名
[01:43.138]I've come to find my depth
[01:45.348]我终将寻得归处
[01:45.348]My place of solace my place of rest
[01:48.198]那慰藉之地 那安息之所
[01:48.198]A skeleton drowning in the tides of your shadow
[01:52.044]一具枯骨在你阴影的潮水中沉溺
[01:52.044]My laden conscience eviscerated and hollowed
[01:56.910]我负罪的良知被掏空殆尽
[01:56.910]Disperse these umbral skies
[02:01.340]驱散这幽暗天幕
[02:01.340]Retrieve my inherited demons
[02:03.668]找回我血脉里的恶魔
[02:03.668]So I can sleep at night
[02:05.948]才能换来安眠
[02:05.948]And I'll wait
[02:07.096]而我仍将等待
[02:07.096]Through the darkest winter
[02:09.966]穿越最凛冽的寒冬
[02:09.966]My brittle bones buried in the creases of your bed
[02:15.024]我脆弱的骨骸深陷你床榻褶皱
[02:15.024]And I'll wait six feet under
[02:19.003]我会在六尺之下等待
[02:19.003]For you to come home
[02:21.242]等你归来
[02:21.242]To speak my name again
[02:28.548]再次轻唤我名
[02:28.548]I found god in my sleep last night
[02:31.007]昨夜我在梦中遇见神明
[02:31.007]In a place so vast a space so dark
[02:32.885]置身浩瀚无边的黑暗
[02:32.885]A void I'd crawl into on the premise
[02:35.004]坠入虚无的深渊
[02:35.004]That I would never awake
[02:36.593]以为永不再醒来
[02:36.593]And we spoke
[02:37.813]我们开始对话
[02:37.813]Oh we spoke endlessly blissfully of nothing
[02:40.171]我们曾欢愉地漫谈虚无
[02:40.171]His words were deafening
[02:41.561]他的话语震耳欲聋
[02:41.561]His words were silent defiant of my notoriety
[02:43.870]却又沉默地蔑视我的恶名
[02:43.870]Violent as my nature and quiet as my thought
[02:46.760]如我本性般暴烈 似我思绪般沉寂
[02:46.760]His quivers ripple through the seams of my anatomy
[02:49.347]他的颤栗穿透我躯体的每道缝隙
[02:49.347]His words shattered my ribcage
[02:50.736]言辞击碎了我的胸腔
[02:50.736]Destructive as my subconscious
[02:52.143]如同潜意识般具有毁灭性
[02:52.143]And I looked into his eyes an ounce short of conviction
[02:54.429]我望进他眼底 看到信念正在溃散
[02:54.429]And said that I don't want to die
[02:56.127]他说我并不想就此死去
[02:56.127]With affirmation he stated that
[02:57.396]他坚定地告诉我
[02:57.396]I will find death in the darkest corners of the greatest perhaps
[03:00.535]我终将在最深的绝望里遇见死亡
[03:00.535]And to find myself I must have faith in that
[03:05.822]而找回自我 必须相信这个预言
[03:05.822]Return me to the empty house in which I grew
[03:14.748]带我回到那个空荡的童年旧屋
[03:14.748]Where I would converse with ghosts a crawl space with a roof
[03:23.176]在那里 我曾与幽灵对话 在带顶的狭小空间
[03:23.176]And I know that I don't know who
[03:27.546]而我明白 我始终不知道
[03:27.546]The voice that calls from the other end pertains to
[03:33.986]电话那头的声音究竟属于谁
[03:33.986]But I remember in my solitude
[03:39.434]但在孤独中我仍记得
[03:39.434]You were there too
[03:41.723]你曾也在那里
[03:41.723]Father
[03:45.038]父亲啊
[03:45.038]Where has the light fled
[03:50.519]光芒已逃往何方
[03:50.519]A broken boy beaten and crucified
[03:55.738]一个破碎的男孩 饱受摧残与折磨
[03:55.738]At the hands of your surrogate
[04:09.301]在你替身的掌控之下
[04:09.301]With the remnants of this vessel
[04:16.260]用这残破躯壳的碎片
[04:16.260]I will submerge my contempt
[04:36.851]我将埋葬我的愤恨
[04:36.851]This repression is a loaded gun
[04:41.388]压抑如同上膛的枪
[04:41.388]I've cut the flux to my vitals
[04:43.678]我已切断生命的脉搏
[04:43.678]I am my father's son
[04:45.898]我是父亲的翻版
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