[ilingku:140]
[ver:v1.0]
[ti:Return]
[ar:Jessa Anderson]
[al:Not Myself Anymore]
[by:]
[offset:0]
[00:18.440]We have been running away
[00:20.377]We have been hiding
[00:22.065]We have been making mistakes
[00:24.069]And then denying
[00:26.190]All of the things that make us who we are
[00:31.001]Fallen from grace and yet restored
[00:36.192]We have been giving our time
[00:38.070]To all the wrong things
[00:40.251]We have been saving our cash
[00:41.941]And yet not helping
[00:44.755]All of the ones we call our neighbors
[00:49.066]Everyone you said to love
[00:54.318]Afraid of being hurt
[00:56.380]We only give until it costs us something
[01:02.002]So they won't see the worst
[01:04.128]We tell ourselves it's better
[01:06.568]They see nothing
[01:10.193]But we diminish everything you are
[01:13.441]By hiding out inside ourselves
[01:17.879]We need
[01:18.693]To return
[01:19.757]To return to you
[01:28.262]We are a body in debt
[01:30.448]And need of healing
[01:31.950]We need a light upon all
[01:33.637]We've been concealing
[01:36.947]Nothing is whole without it's pieces
[01:41.017]Bearing the burden all as one
[01:46.261]Afraid of being hurt
[01:48.076]We only give until it costs us something
[01:54.016]So they won't see the worst
[01:57.138]We tell ourselves it's better
[01:59.326]They see nothing
[02:02.012]But we diminish everything you are
[02:05.202]By hiding out inside ourselves
[02:10.015]We need
[02:10.702]To return
[02:11.765]To return to you
[02:20.954]We are unwilling
[02:22.138]And we are cold
[02:24.014]For fear the darkness
[02:25.638]Will be exposed
[02:27.765]But if we hold on
[02:30.019]To all our secrets
[02:32.079]We only forfeit
[02:33.642]Our chance at freedom