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[00:00.000]Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 (Explicit) - Hopsin
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[00:40.235]Yo f**k anybody I might alarm
[00:42.955]无论对手是谁 我都会予以警告
[00:42.955]Life is a tour I sit and ride along
[00:44.945]人生是一场旅行 我一直独自前行
[00:44.945]Taking some notes
[00:45.505]学到了一些经验教训
[00:45.505]And then I write the song
[00:46.975]然后我写下这首歌
[00:46.975]I'm staring down the road my life has gone
[00:48.805]我注视着前路 我的人生慢慢消逝
[00:48.805]Is this where I belong
[00:49.675]这是不是我的归宿
[00:49.675]Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong
[00:51.955]不去明辨是非难道就是罪过
[00:51.955]My mental state is f**king me up
[00:53.655]我的精神状态让我不得安宁
[00:53.655]And I pry the problem
[00:54.545]我为了得到你的答案
[00:54.545]While asking you for some answers
[00:55.445]苦苦祈求上天
[00:55.445]But we don't have that type of bond
[00:57.205]但这不是我们的风格特点
[00:57.205]That my desires gone with the way
[00:58.915]最近 各种欲望
[00:58.915]That I've been living lately
[01:00.325]充斥在我的生活里
[01:00.325]If I died right now you'd turn the fire on
[01:02.335]如果此刻我就死去 你一定会活在水深火热里
[01:02.335]Sick of this b******t niggas call me a sellout
[01:04.544]厌倦了流言蜚语 人们都叫我叛徒
[01:04.544]Cause I hopped on Christianity
[01:05.744]因为我曾对基督教如此狂热
[01:05.744]So strongly then I fell out
[01:07.193]却只是三分钟热度
[01:07.193]Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog
[01:09.052]如今 我如丧家犬一般夹着尾巴
[01:09.052]With his tail down
[01:09.932]躲避一切质疑
[01:09.932]Feeling so damn humiliated
[01:10.722]在人们鄙夷的目光中
[01:10.722]Because they looking
[01:11.301]我感觉如此屈辱
[01:11.301]At me like I'm hellbound
[01:12.421]我感觉地狱身处地狱的边缘
[01:12.421]What story should I tell now
[01:13.561]现在 我该编造怎样的故事
[01:13.561]I'll just expose the truth
[01:14.991]我会揭露事实
[01:14.991]I'm so close to the f**king edge
[01:16.081]如今 我濒临地狱边缘
[01:16.081]I should be close to you
[01:17.351]上帝啊 我应该靠近你
[01:17.351]But who the f**k are You
[01:18.730]但是你到底是谁
[01:18.730]You never showed the proof
[01:20.040]你从不泄露一点机密
[01:20.040]And I'm only f**king human yo
[01:21.200]我不过是蝼蚁般的人类
[01:21.200]What am I supposed to do
[01:22.610]我该怎么做
[01:22.610]There's way too many different religions
[01:24.030]大千世界 充斥着各种各样的宗教信仰
[01:24.030]With vivid descriptions
[01:25.270]五花八门的神秘解读
[01:25.270]Begging all f**king men
[01:26.499]所有人都虔诚祈求
[01:26.499]And women to listen
[01:27.589]但是无人倾听
[01:27.589]I can't even beat my dick
[01:29.019]我甚至不能缠绵欢愉
[01:29.019]Without getting convicted
[01:30.049]因为那是一种罪过
[01:30.049]These ain't wicked decisions
[01:31.359]这些并不是邪恶想法
[01:31.359]I got different intentions
[01:32.629]我只是有不同的看法
[01:32.629]I been itching to get it
[01:33.979]我渴望获得成功
[01:33.979]I've been given assistance
[01:35.069]我可以从朋友那里得到帮助
[01:35.069]But the whole f**king system is twisted
[01:37.149]但是整个宗教系统如此扭曲
[01:37.149]Now I'm dealing with this backlash
[01:38.509]现在 我正在为激烈的抵制而头疼
[01:38.509]Because Marcus isn't a Christian
[01:40.468]因为我不是基督教徒
[01:40.468]And I've been told
[01:41.228]人们一直告诉我
[01:41.228]That my sinful life is an addiction
[01:43.318]我罪恶的一生充满了恶习
[01:43.318]But I can't buy it
[01:44.678]但我不会买账
[01:44.678]It's just too hard to stand beside it
[01:46.248]这种教义苛刻得让我无法认同
[01:46.248]I need an answer and humans can't provide it
[01:48.308]我需要一个真理 凡人无法提供的真理
[01:48.308]I look at the Earth and Sun
[01:49.508]我会细细研究地球和太阳
[01:49.508]And I can tell a genius man designed it
[01:51.108]我认为它们出自天才的设计
[01:51.108]It's truly mind blowing
[01:52.287]这是我内心真实的想法
[01:52.287]I can't deny it
[01:53.327]我不能否认
[01:53.327]Is heaven real Is it fake
[01:54.966]天堂是真是假
[01:54.966]Is it really how I fantasize it
[01:56.456]是否与我的幻想一致
[01:56.456]Where's the Holy Ghost at
[01:57.396]那些圣灵现在何方
[01:57.396]How long it take Man to find it
[01:59.046]人类还需在寻找的道路上跋涉多远
[01:59.046]My mind's a nonstop tape playing
[02:00.615]我的大脑如同不息的磁带
[02:00.615]And I can't rewind it
[02:01.735]我无法倒带重来
[02:01.735]You gave me a Bible
[02:02.515]你给我一本圣经
[02:02.515]And expect me not to analyze it
[02:04.165]却要求我忍住好奇不去钻研它
[02:04.165]I'm frustrated and you provoked it
[02:06.244]研究的结果让我沮丧 正是你引发了这一切
[02:06.244]I'm not reading that motherf**king book
[02:08.224]我才不会去读这样无聊的书
[02:08.224]Because a human wrote it
[02:09.434]因为它不过出自庸人之手
[02:09.434]I have a f**king brain you should know it
[02:11.524]我有我的想法 你应该知道
[02:11.524]You gave it to me to think
[02:12.873]你给了我思考的能力
[02:12.873]To avoid every useless moment
[02:14.453]避免一切无用的时刻
[02:14.453]It was a mission that I had to abort
[02:16.482]这正是我如今不得不终止的使命
[02:16.482]Cause humans be lying
[02:17.492]因为人类总在说谎
[02:17.492]With such an inaccurate source
[02:19.052]我们永远是误解的来源
[02:19.052]It's gon' be hard to
[02:20.052]我已误入歧途
[02:20.052]Put me back on the course
[02:21.052]请让我回到正轨
[02:21.052]Next Jehovah's Witness
[02:22.101]下一个耶和华见证人
[02:22.101]To come on my porch
[02:23.001]朝我家走来
[02:23.001]I swear I'm slammin' the door
[02:25.111]我发誓 我会对他甩上大门
[02:25.111]A lot of folks believe it though
[02:26.251]无数乡巴佬都相信他们
[02:26.251]But I'm not surprised
[02:27.301]但我并不感到诧异
[02:27.301]Humans are f**king dumb
[02:28.370]人们都太过愚蠢
[02:28.370]Still thinkin' that Pac's alive
[02:30.080]到现在还相信2Pac活在人世
[02:30.080]I ain't trying to take your legacy
[02:31.490]我并不是想诋毁
[02:31.490]And torch it down
[02:32.540]你留给我们的伟大遗产
[02:32.540]I'm just saying: I ain't heard sh*t
[02:34.300]我的意思是 我从未在你口中听到
[02:34.300]From the horse's mouth
[02:35.220]任何胡言乱语
[02:35.220]Just sheep always telling stories
[02:36.419]只是听到那些无名小卒
[02:36.419]Of older guys
[02:37.609]转述着古人的传奇
[02:37.609]Who were notarized by you
[02:38.829]传说在你现身之时
[02:38.829]When you finally vocalized
[02:40.159]赋予他们的权利
[02:40.159]Now I'm supposed to bow my head
[02:41.469]如今 我被要求低下头颅
[02:41.469]And close my eyes
[02:42.209]闭上眼睛
[02:42.209]And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise
[02:43.669]然后圣灵就会出现
[02:43.669]Sound's like a f**king Poltergeist
[02:45.568]听起来就像是灵异事件
[02:45.568]Show yourself and then boom it's done
[02:47.637]上帝啊 现身吧 你将实现教会的繁荣
[02:47.637]Every rumor's gone
[02:48.736]所有的流言蜚语都会逝去
[02:48.736]I no longer doubt this sh*t
[02:50.026]我再也不会怀疑神灵
[02:50.026]You're the One
[02:50.726]你就是我们唯一的主宰
[02:50.726]I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
[02:53.135]那时我将承认 我罪恶的人生只是一个愚蠢儿戏
[02:53.135]And all my old habits can hop onto
[02:54.595]我所有的恶习
[02:54.595]Of a roof to plunge
[02:56.104]都将自行远离
[02:56.104]I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
[02:58.234]我会将用来享乐的钱捐给靠谱的慈善机构
[02:58.234]F**k the club instead of b**ches I'd hang
[02:59.644]将夜店抛之脑后 比起**们
[02:59.644]With a group of nuns
[03:00.884]我更愿意与修女待在一起
[03:00.884]And everyone
[03:01.324]所有那些
[03:01.324]That I ran into would know
[03:02.444]懂我的人都知道
[03:02.444]What I came to do
[03:03.403]我要做什么
[03:03.403]I wouldn't take a step unless
[03:04.903]我不会轻举妄动 除非
[03:04.903]It was in the name of You
[03:06.383]是以上帝之名
[03:06.383]I hate the fact that I have to believe
[03:08.033]令人痛恨的是我不得不去相信所谓的圣经
[03:08.033]You haven't been chatting
[03:08.793]你与亚当夏娃交谈
[03:08.793]With me like you did Adam and Eve
[03:10.663]却对我置之不理
[03:10.663]And I ain't seen no f**king
[03:11.843]我从未见过会说话的蛇
[03:11.843]Talking snake unravel from trees
[03:13.242]盘旋在树枝上
[03:13.242]With an apple to eat
[03:14.232]偷食禁果的机会
[03:14.232]That sh*t never happens to me
[03:15.701]也从未降临
[03:15.701]I don't know if you do or don't exist
[03:17.391]我不知道你是否真的存在
[03:17.391]It is driving me crazy
[03:18.281]这让我痛苦不堪
[03:18.281]Send your condolences
[03:19.260]我需要你的恩赐
[03:19.260]This is me reaching to you so don't forget
[03:21.470]我只想接近你 所以 请不要将我忘记
[03:21.470]If hell is truly your pit of fire
[03:22.930]如果地狱是一片烈火
[03:22.930]And I get thrown in it
[03:23.950]我真的掉了进去
[03:23.950]I'mma probably regret the fact
[03:25.549]也许我会为这满纸荒唐
[03:25.549]That I ever wrote this sh*t
[03:27.659]追悔莫及
[03:27.659]My gut feeling says it's all fake
[03:29.588]我的本能告诉我 这一切都是胡言乱语
[03:29.588]I hate to say it but f**k it
[03:31.078]我不想这么说 但是该死
[03:31.078]Sh*t I done lost faith
[03:31.868]我失去了信仰
[03:31.868]This isn't a small phase
[03:32.948]这不是一段短小的过渡期
[03:32.948]My perspective's all changed
[03:34.307]我的整个世界观都已改变
[03:34.307]My thoughts just keep picking
[03:35.577]我的脑海整日忙着
[03:35.577]Sh*t apart all day
[03:37.757]撕裂谎言
[03:37.757]And in my mind I make perfect sense
[03:39.497]在我心中我有了自己完美的答案
[03:39.497]If you aren't real
[03:40.427]如果你是子虚乌有
[03:40.427]Then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
[03:42.157]那么我所有的祈祷都不值一提
[03:42.157]That would mean
[03:42.646]那就意味着
[03:42.646]That I could just make up
[03:43.726]我可以拥有
[03:43.726]What my purpose is
[03:44.456]自己的意愿
[03:44.456]And I could just sit in church
[03:45.806]我可以坐在教堂里
[03:45.806]And say"f**k" in the services
[03:47.726]说着污言秽语满足自己
[03:47.726]Man what if Jesus was a facade
[03:50.566]如果耶稣基督只是虚假的表象
[03:50.566]Then that would mean
[03:51.306]那就意味着
[03:51.306]The government's god
[03:52.376]政府才是所谓的神明
[03:52.376]I feel like they've
[03:53.106]我感觉他们
[03:53.106]Been brainwashing us with a lot
[03:54.405]将许多思想强加给我们
[03:54.405]So much that we don't even notice
[03:55.735]我们还被蒙在鼓里
[03:55.735]That we're stuck in the box
[03:57.425]不明所以
[03:57.425]Man everything is"what if"
[03:58.575]对于所有事情我们都说着假如
[03:58.575]Why is it always"what if"
[04:00.095]为何永远都是假如
[04:00.095]Planet Earth"what if"
[04:01.324]假如地球是神创的
[04:01.324]The universe"what if"
[04:02.644]假如宇宙是无穷的
[04:02.644]My sacrifice"what if"
[04:03.894]假如我的牺牲和付出会有回报
[04:03.894]My afterlife"what if"
[04:05.264]假如死后地狱的确存在
[04:05.264]Every f**king thing
[04:05.974]我们思考的一切
[04:05.974]That deals with you is f**king suspect
[04:08.784]都是虚幻的猜测
[04:08.784]I'm f**king done
[04:11.194]我受够了这一切
[04:11.194]I'm f**king done
[04:13.984]我受够了这一切
[04:13.984]This is my f**king life
[04:15.404]这就是我的生活
[04:15.404]And I'm living it I'm having fun
[04:19.504]我要及时行乐 纵享美好时光
[04:19.504]If you really care for me
[04:20.684]如果你真的关心我
[04:20.684]Prove that I need to live carefully
[04:22.844]就证明我需要认真过活
[04:22.844]But I'll be damned
[04:23.764]如果为了一个不知道是否存在的极乐世界
[04:23.764]If I put my own pleasure aside
[04:25.594]让我将自己的快乐抛至一边
[04:25.594]For an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
[04:29.393]简直就是做梦
[04:29.393]We are you and you're us
[04:31.663]事实上我们就是自己的神灵
[04:31.663]Stop playing games
[04:34.793]不要再寻欢作乐
[04:34.793]My life's all I got
[04:36.153]我的人生由自己主宰
[04:36.153]And heaven is all in my brain
[04:39.603]天堂只是我的想象而已
[04:39.603]And when I feel I am in hell
[04:41.122]当我感觉自己身处地狱
[04:41.122]My ideas are what get me through pain
[04:44.061]我的内心会让我驱除一切痛苦
[04:44.061]Do as you please
[04:45.331]你可以随心所欲
[04:45.331]And I'll just do me
[04:46.431]我会坚持自我
[04:46.431]I'm a human
[04:47.291]我是个凡人
[04:47.291]I'll stay in my lane
[04:48.610]我会做好自己的本分
[04:48.610]I'll mind
[04:49.250]我会坚持自己的内心
[04:49.250]