[00:28.05]Here alone standing barefoot in our lawn
[00:30.43]Worms squeezing their way through my toes
[00:32.93]Tonight that's how it goes
[00:34.69]I'm at your window kneeling quiet
[00:36.45]I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right
[00:39.29]Get your heart right let him go
[00:41.18]Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor
[00:43.77]As he embraces every inch of you
[00:45.79]The woman I adore
[00:47.93]I can't believe the way you're bending
[00:49.61]Can't believe this neverending moaning asking him for more
[00:53.28]I heard you begging him for more
[00:55.75]How far will I go
[00:59.41]To make it feel right come home
[01:02.64]I have to fix this on my own
[01:07.80]Replace my heart
[01:14.43]Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end
[01:22.96]Replace my heart
[01:27.75]I don't wanna live by coping I'm done with hoping end
[01:39.76]I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her
[01:42.44]From her feet across her knees inside her sweetest spot
[01:45.55]He pleased and pleased her
[01:46.73]I turned around and tried to take control
[01:48.25]But no control was capable
[01:49.87]It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go
[01:53.46]I squeezed the life into my brain
[01:54.89]Like pushing knives into a vein
[01:56.87]I've gotta get I've gotta get
[01:58.78]I said I've gotta get inside
[02:00.08]So to the back window I crawl
[02:01.85]In silent standing in the darkness
[02:03.04]Of my living room my living room
[02:04.84]This used to be my home
[02:07.48]How far will I go
[02:11.22]To make it feel right come home
[02:14.27]I'm moving forward to the bedroom door
[02:19.51]Replace my heart
[02:26.20]Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end
[02:34.78]Replace my heart
[02:39.49]I don't wanna live by coping I'm done with hoping end
[02:51.60]I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow
[02:54.01]Enough to sneak into the room
[02:55.84]Among the corner darkness gloom
[02:57.83]I had to see this happening
[02:59.52]He pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang
[03:02.24]And bounced off every wooden walled room
[03:05.19]And that's when all went silent blank except the color red
[03:08.05]As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed
[03:11.19]I said I know I'm not allowed to be here
[03:13.43]I just had to see
[03:14.43]How good this new man really f**ks you
[03:16.55]Cause you both been f**king me
[03:18.80]So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pair
[03:21.74]I tie both blindfolds tight
[03:23.22]Around your f**king eyes to blind your stare
[03:25.29]I don't want to alarm you but I figured we could end
[03:28.29]This in what seems easy quick and painless
[03:30.46]So I'll get down to business
[03:32.42]I choose you first there's a gun its at your head
[03:35.34]So laugh at me just one more time
[03:36.82]But keep your face inside the bed
[03:38.74]You sit and watch me while I do this sh*t
[03:40.63]And learn from what I've said
[03:41.88]I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger
[03:43.96]And all I saw was red
[03:47.20]How far will I go
[03:50.89]To make it feel right come home
[03:53.93]I have to fix this on my own
[03:59.40]Then the screaming oh the screaming
[04:01.59]It's nice to see you scared
[04:03.14]Of such a weak and stupid husband
[04:04.85]Who knows you never really cared
[04:06.42]I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head
[04:09.75]Was all this worth it knowing you have just seconds left to live