[03:33.00]I’ve tried and tried
[03:33.00]But I can’t find the comfort for the pain
[03:33.00]I’ve tried to use the chemicals to wash it all away
[03:33.00]
[03:33.00]Round and round when I come down, and everything’s the same
[03:33.00]I can’t defeat the cycle
[03:33.00]I can’t defeat the shame
[03:33.00]
[03:33.00]I’ve become the only one who tears apart my dreams
[03:33.00]Can’t control the fear, I'll have to flee the scene
[03:33.00]Imitate a damaged world
[03:33.00]Never feel the pain
[03:33.00]Throw myself away
[03:33.00]
[03:33.00]When will I let go?
[03:33.00]I’m bleeding in the snow
[03:33.00]Will I let go? It’s all I’ve ever known
[03:33.00]I’m terrified I’ll never be who I’m meant to be
[03:33.00]Who I’m meant to be
[03:33.00]
[03:33.00]Kill myself once again just cause I’m afraid
[03:33.00]Why am I living a lie, a charade?
[03:33.00]I cannot feel the grief inside, never ending suicide
[03:33.00]Why am I alive?
[03:33.00]
[03:33.00]When will I let go?
[03:33.00]I’m bleeding in the snow
[03:33.00]Will I let go? It’s all I’ve ever known
[03:33.00]I’m terrified I’ll never be who I’m meant to be
[03:33.00]Who I’m meant to be
[03:33.00]
[03:33.00]I convince myself I’m strong
[03:33.00]'Til the feelings overwhelm
[03:33.00]I’m on my knees admitting I am weak
[03:33.00]Oh God, please set me free somehow
[03:33.00]
[03:33.00]When will I let go?
[03:33.00]I’m bleeding in the snow
[03:33.00]Will I let go? It’s all I’ve ever known
[03:33.00]I’m terrified I’ll never be who I’m meant to be
[03:33.00]Who I’m meant to be
[03:33.00]Who I’m meant to be
[03:33.00]To be
[03:33.00]Who I’m meant to be
[03:33.00]To be