[04:35.00]I dont know what shes doing now
[04:35.00]Last i heard from her she said
[04:35.00]She felt as if she should be dead
[04:35.00]I guess in fact she usually does
[04:35.00](Repeat)
[04:35.00]
[04:35.00]I never could understand
[04:35.00]The fact she aint return my calls
[04:35.00]I was the only one to tell her
[04:35.00]I love her through all the flaws
[04:35.00]I would always be the one
[04:35.00]To show her light in the tunnel
[04:35.00]I swear to god i need her back
[04:35.00]I know she lost in the jungle
[04:35.00]Know she leave me cant believe me
[04:35.00]Grew apart so quick
[04:35.00]She loves trees like me
[04:35.00]The way the new eras fit
[04:35.00]She love tommy hilfigers
[04:35.00]Rug dees an adidas
[04:35.00]An match they before heavens
[04:35.00]Why the feelings have to leave us
[04:35.00]But they didnt leave my heart so fast
[04:35.00]I still i wish i had her near
[04:35.00]An had a beer for her glass
[04:35.00]Even though i know
[04:35.00]Thats a downfall for the past
[04:35.00]Still won the shot for old times sake
[04:35.00]An she asks little shot of crown royal
[04:35.00]Maybe one fifty one so if you see her
[04:35.00]Let her know plan to having some fun
[04:35.00]Well guess what today front page
[04:35.00]Of the daily news my queen
[04:35.00]Better then being dead
[04:35.00]Writing what i choose?
[04:35.00]Well f**k it
[04:35.00]
[04:35.00]I dont know what shes doing now
[04:35.00]Last i heard from her she said
[04:35.00]She felt as if she should be dead
[04:35.00]I guess in fact she usually does
[04:35.00](Repeat)
[04:35.00]
[04:35.00]Have her seeing jon
[04:35.00]So confused an assed out
[04:35.00]Shell suck any dude off
[04:35.00]Chasing the cash route
[04:35.00]She went from pom poms
[04:35.00]To conbuds i watched
[04:35.00]Her innocence transform
[04:35.00]Obession to buy drugs
[04:35.00]Little tootie was a cutie
[04:35.00]I swear god caramel complexion
[04:35.00]Good great with a hair bob
[04:35.00]Ten years later now she bobbin with head jobs
[04:35.00]In an out of strip clubs like a career job
[04:35.00]An she cant see that she killing herself
[04:35.00]Cause a couple always got this joint
[04:35.00]Feeling her self its ill
[04:35.00]How this little girl could be ruthless
[04:35.00]She can make a ni**a with 3 degrees look stupid
[04:35.00]She even try to trick a couple dollars from cupid
[04:35.00]Emotionally drain ya a** out till ya useless
[04:35.00]The price is high when you wanna ride
[04:35.00]With a jon thats suicide its just suicide bye bye
[04:35.00]
[04:35.00]I dont know what shes doing now
[04:35.00]Last i heard from her she said
[04:35.00]She felt as if she should be dead
[04:35.00]I guess in fact she usually does
[04:35.00](Repeat)
[04:35.00]
[04:35.00]She said i must confess
[04:35.00]It turns me on when i cut my flesh
[04:35.00]Theres nothing left im hollow
[04:35.00]I follow death if its a change
[04:35.00]From the monday oneday you know my pain
[04:35.00]Im empty inside my veins pump novacain
[04:35.00]Sometimes i feel like life isnt real
[04:35.00]And my brain is too busy
[04:35.00]An my mind will never heal
[04:35.00]I can never shut it off
[04:35.00]So i rather shut it down
[04:35.00]Do it right the first time
[04:35.00]I aint tryna f**k around
[04:35.00]An she smiles for her friends
[04:35.00]But the smile is a mask
[04:35.00]Any memories of happiness
[04:35.00]Are filed in the past
[04:35.00]I could sit in my garage
[04:35.00]Foot revvin on the gas
[04:35.00]A slash an the gasp
[04:35.00]Or a violent blast
[04:35.00]I dont believe in hell
[04:35.00]Unless its what im in
[04:35.00]I wanna free my soul
[04:35.00]Straight jump outta my skin
[04:35.00]She exhale an sighed
[04:35.00]Eyes open wide
[04:35.00]Suicide its just suicide well bye bye
[04:35.00]
[04:35.00]I dont know what shes doing now
[04:35.00]Last i heard from her she said
[04:35.00]She felt as if she should be dead
[04:35.00]I guess in fact she usually does
[04:35.00]So i wanted to explain
[04:35.00]I guess she has this strange approach
[04:35.00]That makes her seem beyond reproach
[04:35.00]Till you find out what she is
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