[ilingku:046]
[ver:v1.0]
[ti:Not Turgenjev But Close]
[ar:Blood Red Throne]
[al:Souls of Damnation]
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[00:00.000]Not Turgenjev But Close - Blood Red Throne
[00:26.640]I dress in the skin of
[00:28.150]What is already dead
[00:30.280]I take on the part
[00:31.890]Which the surroundings expect
[00:34.240]Though there unaware
[00:35.730]Of the anti-life inside
[00:38.040]My thoughts circle around
[00:39.749]The opposite of asphyxia
[00:42.888]Because that's what I am
[00:55.278]It has been written a lot about
[00:57.137]The overwhelming darkness
[00:59.987]But it didn't Clearly state
[01:01.217]The amount of insight it contains
[01:06.117]It knows more than the light
[01:11.647]It wreathes me and observes me from all angles
[01:17.317]Maybe I am to be born now
[01:23.817]I look upon that day with fear and horror
[01:40.506]I have reconciled myself
[01:42.285]With my thoughts and vision
[01:45.294]It took ages but now it's over
[01:48.083]I can accept the obvious
[01:51.063]Because it's what you see
[01:53.813]I can live with the hatred and self contempt
[01:56.323]But I cannot survive the disgust and nausea of others
[02:22.962]If they were to experience me from the inside
[02:27.920]Beneath the unasphyxiated exterior
[03:16.969]I look upon that day with fear and horror
[03:21.019]The day when suicide becomes inevitable
[03:25.049]Because it will arrive That I know