[04:28.00]I want to open up my guts
[04:28.00]And crawl inside to make a home
[04:28.00]And nestle up inside the steaming softness silent and alone
[04:28.00]I want to pull apart the things you think that matter
[04:28.00]Cause to me nothing is everything, just a vacant listless clatter
[04:28.00]And I bury myself underneath myself
[04:28.00]I will not reach or call for help
[04:28.00]I want to do this on my own I want to feel it in my bones
[04:28.00]I want to know the ugliness that wraps around me
[04:28.00]So I open wide and die inside
[04:28.00]Forget the things the world said I could be
[04:28.00]
[04:28.00]There's nothing for me
[04:28.00]Nothing I want to be
[04:28.00]And I am nothing now and free
[04:28.00]The nothing's in love with me
[04:28.00]
[04:28.00]Don't you think it's funny how the dirt just piles up on me?
[04:28.00]And I'm being crushed but baby hush
[04:28.00]You know it doesn't matter very much
[04:28.00]To know the nastiness and roll around in piles of this
[04:28.00]And yawn into the stinking hiss then close it tightly in my fists
[04:28.00]When I am gone I'll leave no bones, no dust, no death, no love, no home
[04:28.00]Just emptiness and all of this is nothing nothing nothing, I'm alone
[04:28.00]So wave goodbye and close your eyes and never take off your disguise
[04:28.00]The world is ugly when you take it off, go on and live your life
[04:28.00]
[04:28.00]And leave me lying here the world will never shed a tear
[04:28.00]For idiots who die like us and never ever know something that's real