[04:09.00]I saw my doctor today. I told him
[04:09.00]I've been drinking out the bottle
[04:09.00]Smoking Mary Jane
[04:09.00]Took a couple pills, I can feel them in my veins
[04:09.00]There's nothing that d**e about doing coc*ine
[04:09.00]And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain (2x)
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[04:09.00]I envision there's a god who watches over man
[04:09.00]Who know our every though and even talks about a plan
[04:09.00]Then divides the planet up into different types of man
[04:09.00]Ones who own the fields and others who just work the land
[04:09.00]They say Adam f**k Evil and procreated kids
[04:09.00]The same types of evils I'm associated with
[04:09.00]Seen a friend turn a fiend, now the fiend don't exist
[04:09.00]And the keepers got us mesmerized to see it like we're rich
[04:09.00]Society's demented; I'm looking for a mentor
[04:09.00]People disappoint me every day, I thought you meant more
[04:09.00]Used to dream of heaven, now there's too much to repent for
[04:09.00]F**k Clear Channel cause in inhuman to censor.
[04:09.00]Eleven years old, my best friend got jumped
[04:09.00]Those bastards pulled out a knife, I stood there like a chump
[04:09.00]And way before that the biggest kid snatched my lunch
[04:09.00]So on my 21st I'm gon cop me a gun
[04:09.00]I used to be the nice kid, now look at what you've done
[04:09.00]I'll burn your face off just by spitting with my tongue
[04:09.00]Childish ambitions took me higher than the sun
[04:09.00]When you read the book you'll understand why I'm the one
[04:09.00]It's all about the cash man, it's all about that money
[04:09.00]When Baby kissed Wayne, that sh*t was hella funny
[04:09.00]I'm rolling up a philly because Philly's always sunny
[04:09.00]I'll even make million spitting while I'm looking bummy
[04:09.00]Either way, f**k my life, and that b**ch will keep cumin.
[04:09.00]Spit it like the water, when I'm on you'll see I'm running
[04:09.00]Bout to blow up like the bomb on the hundreds
[04:09.00]Blew life out of death like an ordinary fungus
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[04:09.00]Now I'm drinking out the bottle
[04:09.00]Smoking Mary Jane
[04:09.00]Took a couple pills, I can feel it in my veins
[04:09.00]There's nothing that d**e about doing coc*ine
[04:09.00]And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain
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[04:09.00]This music is a **, you can't just listen once
[04:09.00]One track might get you up but sh*t that still isn't enough
[04:09.00]Cause once it's in your blood and pumping through your veins
[04:09.00]You go from like to love as what you know goes up in flames
[04:09.00]Quickly go from cutting class straight into cutting
[04:09.00]Cain
[04:09.00]Heaven's the winners bracket and life is just a game
[04:09.00]I roll the dice every day when I hit the chronic
[04:09.00]But if it's in the a.m nothing gets accomplished
[04:09.00]Keep telling myself that I'm changing but it isn't honest
[04:09.00]Even at night I'm solving problems with this gin and tonic
[04:09.00]If you got fizzle, pop it
[04:09.00]Might as well live it up
[04:09.00]Picking apart excuses, but usually I don't give a f**k
[04:09.00]I'm feeling young and drunk
[04:09.00]So pass the XO
[04:09.00]This music is a **, and we got the best blow
[04:09.00]But once it's all gone, you gotta get more
[04:09.00]It's tough to hold on, harder to let go
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[04:09.00]Now I'm thinking bout tomorrow
[04:09.00]And how I'm gonna change
[04:09.00]Got off with the powder
[04:09.00]Blowing kill into the rain
[04:09.00]For everything I've lost there's been something that I've gained
[04:09.00]But I wonder what's the cost cause it all seems the same
[04:09.00]When I'm drinking out the bottle
[04:09.00]Smoking Mary Jane
[04:09.00]Stronger than these pills, I can feel them in my veins
[04:09.00]There's nothing that d**e about doing coc*ine
[04:09.00]And all I ever wanted was to feel no pain
[04:09.00]They say that pain kills