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[00:00.000]So What If I Couldn't Take It - Jeffrey Lewis
[00:11.210]以下歌词翻译由文曲大模型提供
[00:11.210]So what if I just couldn't take it anymore
[00:15.090]若我再也无法承受这一切又如何
[00:15.090]I'll just take a walk to the store
[00:17.240]我只需漫步至街角商店
[00:17.240]Looking for a bit of bottled rat poison to score
[00:21.380]寻找一瓶灭鼠药来解脱
[00:21.380]And I'll pour down my gullet to nullify the sullenness
[00:24.580]将其灌入喉中消解这无尽阴郁
[00:24.580]If it's my destiny to kill me spill it in me
[00:27.570]若终结生命是我的宿命 就让毒液流淌
[00:27.570]To begin to fulfill it give it a couple of minutes until it hits
[00:33.020]只需等待片刻 待其生效
[00:33.020]But still it doesn't seem to be taking effect
[00:36.530]然而似乎仍未起效
[00:36.530]I'm still walking erect what the heck what the hell
[00:39.110]我依然直立行走 究竟怎么回事 见鬼
[00:39.110]Well at least I paid the guy with a cheque
[00:42.620]至少我给他开了张支票
[00:42.620]So if the Bodega janked me on the poison I drank
[00:45.570]如果杂货店卖我的毒药是假货
[00:45.570]All I gotta do is place a cancel call to my bank
[00:48.570]我只需给银行打个电话取消付款
[00:48.570]But they put me on hold when I told them the story
[00:51.210]但听完我的故事他们让我继续等待
[00:51.210]First I cursed in the phone but the music ignored me
[00:53.970]起初我在电话里咒骂 但音乐声盖过了我
[00:53.970]And it played and it played for such a long time
[00:59.870]那音乐一直播放 持续了很久很久
[00:59.870]And then a voice said"we'll be with you soon just stay on the line"
[01:02.440]然后一个声音说"请稍等 我们马上为您服务"
[01:02.440]But just at that second my neck broke out in a sweat
[01:05.130]就在那一刻 我的脖子突然冒出冷汗
[01:05.130]I said"I bet this is it - the poison's starting to hit"
[01:06.960]我喃喃自语"这次该成了——毒药开始发作了"
[01:06.960]I felt sick and in pain I dropped the phone to the ground
[01:12.600]剧痛与恶心袭来 手机滑落在地
[01:12.600]And an operator came and said"can I help you now"
[01:15.350]接线员焦急询问"需要帮助吗"
[01:15.350]But all that she could hear was just the sound of my death as I gasped into the set
[01:19.180]可电话那头只剩我垂死的喘息
[01:19.180]"Just let the guy cash the cheque" with my last rattling breath
[01:21.570]用最后气若游丝的声音说"让他兑现支票吧"
[01:21.570]And the burning bottle of crap that I sickly held in my lap
[01:26.780]怀中紧攥着那瓶灼烧肠胃的毒药
[01:26.780]I quickly turned on the cap out of concern for the rats
[01:31.470]突然拧开瓶盖 竟担心起老鼠的安危
[01:31.470]So what if I just couldn't take it anymore
[01:43.080]若我再也无法承受这一切又如何
[01:43.080]So what if I just couldn't take it anymore
[01:47.540]若我再也无法承受这一切又如何
[01:47.540]I'll just take the decision to walk on the bridge and try to fly like a pigeon
[01:53.630]我决定走上那座桥 像鸽子般尝试飞翔
[01:53.630]And I tramp up the ramp and all the bicycles pass
[01:56.510]我踉跄爬上斜坡 自行车从身旁掠过
[01:56.510]And I just can't help but laugh when I think back on my past
[01:59.130]回首往事时 却忍不住笑出声来
[01:59.130]And all of the retarded mistakes that I made
[02:01.770]那些愚蠢的错误历历在目
[02:01.770]The broken-hearted dismay that started from the first grade all the way up to today
[02:05.670]从一年级延续至今 那颗破碎的心始终在绝望中沉浮
[02:05.670]And the walkway is steep and the cars are all beeping
[02:10.490]步道陡峭 汽车喇叭声此起彼伏
[02:10.490]And the people are sailing to wherever they're sailing
[02:13.320]人们匆匆驶向各自的目的地
[02:13.320]And I'm climbing the railings
[02:16.640]我正攀爬过桥栏
[02:16.640]I plan to stand and decide but I just slip and I dive
[02:21.410]本打算站定抉择 却失足坠落深渊
[02:21.410]And all the drunks on the side start to hold up their signs
[02:24.230]岸边醉汉纷纷举起评分牌
[02:24.230]Mostly 7s and 9s but now and then is a 10
[02:26.560]多是七分九分 偶尔也有十分
[02:26.560]And if I fell to earth I'd be dead that's for sure
[02:31.440]若真坠地必死无疑
[02:31.440]But like I said before it's only water
[02:33.830]但正如前所述 不过是水面而已
[02:33.830]And it's worthless 'cos it isn't on purpose
[02:35.780]毫无意义 因这并非我本意
[02:35.780]But I bob to the surface
[02:39.210]最终我又浮出水面
[02:39.210]But a large garbage barge comes
[02:44.160]但一艘巨型垃圾驳船驶来
[02:44.160]And it drops 20 tonnes of toxic waste on my face
[02:47.240]将二十吨有毒废料倾倒在我脸上
[02:47.240]And as I sink from the sun to whatever's to come
[02:50.380]当我从阳光下沉向未知深渊
[02:50.380]My last sight is the Bums who all change their signs into 3s 2s and 1s
[02:55.860]最后映入眼帘的是流浪汉们把标语牌都改成了3分2分和1分
[02:55.860]And then after this discourse
[02:56.790]这番遭遇过后
[02:56.790]There's a 3 6 - of course it must be from Pitchfork
[02:59.740]果然收到3.6分——肯定是Pitchfork打的
[02:59.740]So what if I just couldn't take it anymore
[03:13.780]若我再也无法承受这一切又如何
[03:13.780]So what if I just couldn't take it anymore
[03:17.040]若我再也无法承受这一切又如何
[03:17.040]Staring down at the floor staring up at the ceiling
[03:19.860]低头凝视地板 抬头呆望天花板
[03:19.860]'Cos I never get used to always feeling so unglued
[03:22.530]因为我永远无法习惯 这种支离破碎的感觉
[03:22.530]Need new emails to read through while I eat old Chinese food
[03:27.010]翻阅着新邮件 咀嚼着隔夜中餐
[03:27.010]I don't want a life that's like this just take a knife to my wrist quick
[03:29.970]不想要这样的人生 快用刀划过我的手腕
[03:29.970]All I've got is this chopstick but I could still make the plot thick
[03:32.600]手边只有这根筷子 但也能让故事精彩
[03:32.600]Just for the sake of context if I break it with my fist
[03:35.170]为了增添戏剧性 若我用拳头将它折断
[03:35.170]For fun against my chest run into the wall next
[03:39.760]嬉笑着抵住胸口 再撞向身旁的墙
[03:39.760]And I'll frown at the gash then lie down in the bath with some Sylvia Plath
[03:43.640]对着伤口皱眉 然后躺进浴缸 与西尔维娅·普拉斯作伴
[03:43.640]How many pages will pass until I'm facing my last
[03:46.400]多少页翻过 才能直面生命的终章
[03:46.400]I didn't major in Math so I won't wager no cash
[03:51.230]我主修的不是数学 所以不会押注金钱
[03:51.230]But truth is stranger than fashion
[03:52.480]但真相比时尚更荒诞
[03:52.480]And the danger is that all of the blood will amass
[03:54.750]危险在于鲜血终将淤积成潭
[03:54.750]And the tub will fill-up so fast
[03:56.560]浴缸转瞬就被注满
[03:56.560]'Til I'm encased like a crab in a bathtub-shaped scab
[03:58.630]直到我像螃蟹般困在血痂的浴缸
[03:58.630]They'll have to take in a cab and scrape off in a lab
[04:03.900]他们得叫出租车 送实验室刮除残渣
[04:03.900]So what if I just couldn't take it anymore
[04:15.950]若我再也无法承受这一切又如何
[04:15.950]So what if I just couldn't take it anymore
[04:20.270]若我再也无法承受这一切又如何
[04:20.270]I'll just call up the Mob and say
[04:21.970]不如直接致电黑帮说
[04:21.970]"I've got you a job I guess you know what to do
[04:24.350]"有个差事交给你 想必你心知肚明
[04:24.350]Knock off this guy with the blues - an offer you can't refuse"
[04:27.180]解决这个忧郁的家伙——这提议不容拒绝"
[04:27.180]And I'll fax them a contract through a third-party contact that says
[04:32.200]我会通过第三方联系人传真合同
[04:32.200]'Don't hold him for ransom I'll pay half in advance
[04:35.820]上面写着"不必绑架勒索 我会预付半数酬金
[04:35.820]Just mail me one of his hands which I'll accept as your answer'
[04:38.030]只需寄来他的一只手 就当是你们的答复"
[04:38.030]So say it so happens:
[04:41.780]假设事情就这样发生：
[04:41.780]I happen to be out lying on a park bench and crying just like my normal way
[04:45.990]我如常躺在公园长椅上哭泣
[04:45.990]But in most former cases no-one comes out of no place
[04:49.520]往日无人会从虚空中现身
[04:49.520]Wraps masking tape on my face
[04:52.390]用胶带缠住我的脸庞
[04:52.390]But that's what happens today
[04:56.030]但今天却发生了意外
[04:56.030]But before I get knocked off my hand it gets chopped off
[04:57.900]在被击倒前 我的手突然被斩断
[04:57.900]And dropped in a mailbox
[04:59.020]扔进了邮筒里
[04:59.020]And I'm locked in a trunk
[04:59.580]而我被锁进了后备箱
[04:59.580]But I'm flung out on the tar when the car hits a bump at exit one twenty-five
[05:02.610]当车子在一百二十五号出口颠簸时 我被甩到了柏油路上
[05:02.610]Out on the FDR drive
[05:03.420]就在罗斯福快速公路旁
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