[ilingku:035]
[ver:v1.0]
[ti:Tears In Rain]
[ar:jehst]
[al:the dragon of an ordinary family]
[by:]
[offset:0]
[00:00.000]Tears in Rain (Explicit) - jehst
[00:32.015]Let me pour out my bleeding heart
[00:34.175]It was all f**ked up from the start
[00:36.295]I was just tryna play my part
[00:38.325]And they say it ain't the winning that counts
[00:40.374]It's the taking part
[00:41.784]But when you lose maintaining hard
[00:43.804]And if you choose to complain they laugh
[00:46.043]At your pain so you pick up the pad
[00:48.092]Put the needle to the vein
[00:49.762]It's the same old same
[00:50.992]I've seen it all before
[00:52.622]And I'm sure that I'll see it again
[00:54.522]Strange Days
[00:55.472]When people act in strange ways
[00:57.541]And end up locked in strange ways
[00:59.740]For the way they behave
[01:00.740]The sky is always a shade of grey
[01:02.830]That's why I'm tryna make my pay
[01:05.080]And escape the UK
[01:06.580]It's a love hate relationship
[01:08.750]No doubt do I wanna stay
[01:10.710]Nah I wanna break out
[01:12.340]Cause the rain clouds overhead
[01:14.199]Got me feeling dread
[01:15.659]Got me feeling like I'm already dead
[01:17.939]Nothing left to lose
[01:19.738]If it was left to you
[01:21.328]Would you ever try to step in my shoes
[01:23.327]And finish my work
[01:24.577]If I was under the dirt
[01:26.277]There's only so many bridges that's another that's burnt
[01:29.086]Another confirmed my fears
[01:30.736]I've been feeling the hurt for years
[01:32.736]Dealin' with my people and my peers
[01:34.846]And the cries for help
[01:36.316]Falling on deaf ears
[01:37.626]I guess everything must end here
[01:39.756]And it must end now
[01:41.176]Shut shot cause' I'm closing down
[01:43.116]I'm broken down
[01:44.166]I hope that there's no one around
[01:45.946]To see my
[01:46.936]Tears in rain dealing with the years of pain
[01:49.595]I'm still here tryin' to maintain
[01:51.525]Still here tryin' to maintain
[01:53.684]It's the same old same yo it's always the same
[01:56.724]It don't change
[01:58.114]Tears in rain dealing with the years of pain
[02:00.824]I'm still here tryin' to maintain
[02:02.944]Still here tryin' to play the game
[02:05.074]Still rolling the dice
[02:06.514]Gambling not knowing the price
[02:08.624]And if there really is a God I must owe him my life
[02:11.643]If God exists then I owe my life
[02:14.772]Enemy or friend
[02:16.142]Friend or enemy
[02:17.052]I touch tracks tenderly with a suicidal tendency
[02:20.511]And when I'm gone nobody can fill the vacancy
[02:23.411]They'll never say I was a victim of complacency
[02:26.271]In the place to be seen I was home banging beats
[02:29.631]Bagging trees tryna make ends meet
[02:31.801]The only way I know how for now
[02:34.011]I couldn't stay at my mum's I moved out of the house
[02:36.801]I'm too proud crafting to earn a pound
[02:39.711]And it's my own little niche that I'm carving now
[02:42.480]Don't ask about the ups and downs
[02:44.689]Can't you see that I'm still tryna turn my frown upside down
[02:48.069]I cry the tears of a clown
[02:50.029]Tears in the rain
[02:51.119]I'm like a dusty old photo in a rusty frame
[02:53.879]An old relative you can't remember the name
[02:56.669]And if it wasn't for me
[02:58.159]Things just wouldn't be the same
[03:06.068]Tears in rain dealing with the years of pain
[03:08.698]I'm still here tryin' to maintain
[03:10.658]Still here tryin' to maintain
[03:12.848]It's the same old same yo it's always the same
[03:15.698]It don't change
[03:17.148]Tears in rain dealing with the years of pain
[03:19.858]I'm still here tryin' to maintain
[03:21.998]Still here tryin' to play the game
[03:24.138]Still rolling the dice
[03:25.568]Gambling not knowing the price
[03:27.788]And if there really is a God I must owe him my life
[03:30.378]If God exists then I owe my life